Contrary to simplicity , a profound silence, layers unimaginable the key to ones heart disalows me.

My mind entrances dipictions of us, memories once felt, past bliss

Be.. exsit .. you are..

Wonderful abide in your piquancy, let loose the you within, give the world a star as lustrous as the milkyway on a calm night.

The depths of you i want to pilgrimage.

Learning the wonders that beseech you, monotone. Herd from me once before , just hoping this recolection is within clarity.


"Slo-impulses"

humanly as possible

Confirmation please..

No hesitation attempted, i reply..

I am he.. she knows..

My eyes speak ot her.. she is trancefixed..

Words exchnaged with no dialect..

For one moment in time, time took a break, it paused.

I belive we have done it.. we have reach a something.. can you feel it.. undesscribable.. B L I S S =]

explantions? anyone?

Explantions? Anyone?

Why is it so hard to fight for what we want?
Why is it so hard to take risk?
Why is it so hard to follow are heart?
Are we afraid of the let down, if so why? How will we ever see what is to be with out risk
Has i love you lost all substance and now became a relaity televison phrase?

Explantions? Anyone?

Why is hard to find faith in people? yet alone faithfullness?
Where honest love? The kind that is ongoing doesnt fade
Where is trust?
Is there any real possiblity to find a soul mate or grow with a stranger?
Is it possible to be with somefrom for adolesacne to adult hood like in our elder's days?

Explanations? Anyone?

Is it a cure for our on growing hunger for materialistic ideas and point of view?
Is our ideaology scraped of substance? How would we get it back?
Where is oldfashion in a modern world with no moral standard?

Explanations? Anyone,

Am i out dated For the morals and belif i refuse to conform from for acceptance? ..

I may not no the answer to these questions but i refuse to become a slave to these, pacuilar enough my mind is no where backing my heart the voice in my head rants for me to stop this train. The delimma is felt. But i choose to be..

Last of a dying breed

teasure is found

As I walk the asfualt, my mental structure draws dipictions fimilar to ones simental. I catch breif encounters of pass ones as I charter along the depths of the mental prism.. lips brush ..skin braces,pelvises touch,subtle words are spoken... simple.. but distinctive..mental apathy.. feelings are felt throught the souls deepest seducted areas... treasure is found. In awww, wow.

shes afriad, dont be

Shes afriad .. dont be.. shes afraid... dont be ... why cnt she comprehend the meaning of my embrace..dont be afraid .. come to me... dont i keep yu smiling.. i want to be the one that makes yu happiest and has the potentail to hurt yu the most.. she has her heart hidden in a droor she shows it to me every now and then but when i reach..she reacts in a proctetive way... i say babe yur afriad... dont be.. the idea of letting me love you fully... dont be.. let me ... hold you, cover you ,promise i make i keep.. she loves me half-heartedly.. sickning to my stomach that she has the power to love with a half heart leaving room for some1 to grab a piece.. babe i stay dont deny im here .. to be.. i sat up in the dark wth as yu cried.. i held yur tears with my fingertips.. amazing we could be.. falling fiercely... baby .. baby baby.. im fadeing away... to a place... feel my warmth turn cold.. if im not wanted then i will grant thee lonley... even tho i would rather hold thee touch thee. Know thee loved me as i loved shee..i sit and think is there a hidden agenda she hides .. the world is so cruel let me be yur armor and you my peace..as i write to thee .. i hope where shee is she can feel .. feel me .. close your eyes... now ask your self... if there is any place in the world you could be right now ..where would it be?.. if close to me or sumwhere in foregin domain by the side of thee is not the theme. Then i guess im on the wrong pages of yur boook . And mayb im forcing my co-starship in a script thats ment only for one.

the run beginns =[

I must find shelter Naked no more will i lay in the streets, the pain intesnafices.. the heart ace... i leave my heart behind and runn my soul deleted.. silence begins.. hurt. Felt in a surreal way... why did i? why did i have to meet thee onnly yo be striped of the heart in excnage for rubish.. did i not give yu me.. give yu all that yu asked. Am i not worthy.. =[ maybe not i was used for my services now i am depleted.. hope yu enjoyed the nature i provided the way i went beyond and above.. goodbye MY love.. since i was not thee time spent ..time wasted ...never to return..why did thee awake me and my heart from slumber..to force me back into hibernation with out another piece of my heaart.. more and more as i grow i become cold as the bliss is replaced with black coals... how much more... use me .. to i am depleted...am i misunderstood... deciving you are becoming the resaon i will give up on finding th elove that i need ...guess i was worthy.. my love wasnt enuff. To unlock the key intowitch i could live and kkeep thee warm...and secure i belive all my words have feel to the ground..and so have i falling on cement..is there nething she could to patch me up? . the run beginns.=[...

truth

Women with all do respect but when one finds something worth keeping, keep it do not let pride be the cuse of yu loosing something tht could have ben great or let doubt deture you from giving your all , if you relly feel a certain way about yur partner let them know express your feelings be naked and i gareentee they will stay around .. dnt listen to others and the mishaps of your past if hte person is good to yu and shows no fulat be open its almost as if he held the dure to yur dease but since yu been with the deseas so long yur afraid of not haveing it bcuse yu wouldnt know how to function..with is insaitty..remebr what you wont do nother woman will so love you prtner how you would want to be love ... read up on what love really is..it is not selfish.. it patent kind.. etc etc .. be the women men dream about, and desire show the true yu because a true man wouldnt want nething more and would cover yu in yur bareest moments.. and love you even when it hurts...