unimpressed

artistic charisma has left me, i have nothing to say or write about reality has taken over and optimistic behavior is decreasing ..my mind drawls blanks.. less inspired moreover less impressed someone feed me something worth caring about .feelings of been there done that surround me...colors look dull, foods are bland , fun is becoming repetitive.. unchanged and unmoved i am ...

beauty w/o a face

Beauty is beneficial in life, contrary to our perception one holds dear to them, physical attributes... issues do arise .. beauty with out a faces i would love to meet unmatched beauty by all means.. sadly to say i have yet to meet you, because i am blinded by the vain aroma in the air..which depicts the beauty i lust for .. one day i will mature..hopefully and see beauty at its purist which will be from within.. until then i will wait.. beauty without a face

The comfort from your words reside on top of my heart as a shield from harsh relativity..only you can unlock the key which could unlock my heart I call out in dreams for you to set me free, honestly I have no craving for the ordinary or the simplicity of things in my life at the time,although seniority lies in me I feel as tho you are the wind beneath my angelic wings. Fallen I might be. But with you I feel as though I can rise..

change

1:24 am

talking to my nephew tonight really lifted my spirits and inspired me.. i love you kaleb.. couldn't have wished or even comprehended a nephew of your statue..

i will sleep well tonight..

thank you again

10:04 am- sept.29th

life, the curiosity and hopefulness i posses towards it makes my time served a lot more easier to deal with, hopefully it does not make me hand over my abstract vision and optimism .. would be the last thing i would want to happen .. here's to falling freely.. i hope i don't go splat deifying the laws of gravity..

a friend of mine was speaking and mentioned something .. and it made me ponder ... she said and i quote,

"You will NEVER find someone that WONT hurt you. So find someone WORTH the PAIN!!"

and the more i think about the statement made, it becomes more apparent that this claim might be true to a certain extent depending on the interpretation..

wish there was an exception to this rule besides God , but it seems inevitable ...