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Im free fallin dnt stop me. Let me be.. Let me be!! Can yu feel thee naa because im so far gone j a m e e l is deceased . I am not what yu thought I would be. The evil o poses is my stress. The good I do is my agony.. Who I be. Doesn't matter human ..maybe a lil more than yur average .. Buh came from the same place yu came juss loss my wings. So I took them by force and got then tatted on my back the pain I feel goes deep see my wings are my sanity .. If only they could fly me sumwhere to a place where greens are blue and reds are green and l I f e is the things ii want it to be buh for now I am in a b o x.. A box that I am trapped. Trapped I am .. Trapped I am ... and this box is my m I n d .. To be continued. As to reach the sun..

ahhhh

My mind is torn too much I say.. Too much is going on S T O P .. Let me breath .. Buh I can't my mind roams like a man wondering the wilderness. Sometimes it bring me agony.. It takes me places I don't wanna go and other times its sweeter than a fresh fruits pick from a harvest..why is my greatest treasure also my biggest night mare.. Fuck it im done.

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She reminds me of sunny days and 90s music . Wen life was ease and all I would worry about was the simple things.. Fun. Yeah she's kinda like that.. Real smooth almost to smooth for comfort.. Yea she badd to, real badd ..wen she looks at me wow I loose thought . I mean it should be illegal how her eyes can penetrate my heart.. Sumtimes I think about cuff'n her maken her due time in my world.. Introduce her to la bonne vie ... and set sail on a never ending j o u r ney and discover us along the way =] man my friend .. She's sumthin like a jewel.. Or more like the Aryans belt.. Yu figure it out

Goodbye my friend

Bittersweet is what yu gave.. Love..is wah yu made me believe its possible.. Heights of mind sight yu took me to.. Which I followed was wow.. I never met anyone like me and wen I did she had to flee.. Which is cool for the time being if I must let yu go then I will because wen yu care yu let go.. I give yu my wings that I wrapped yu with like a child in the busom of its mother breast I let yu rest I nurtured yu with words and as yu fed. I watch how beautiful yur soul is my friend .and as I let yu go I kno its the right thing to..and do right I must.. Even though yu made me feel like john legend's quickly and brought out poetry from my soul I must let yu go and go yu shall. Goodbye my friend. Yu are set free. And on the cold mornings and nights.. I hope a thought of me. Will keep yu warm..and find rest. Goodbye friend.

Dedicated to Samara Cunningham

untittled

see I said I want to but I can't and i know .. oh did I mention I know if I did we would drip like honey and I would murder yu..and in thoughts lay yu out bare and and read alll yur secrets to the diary of yur soul and although yu want to Know this feeling.. the barriers yu poses will stop yu.. I see morning in yur eyes I fein for the drop of yur strawberries in cream.. The taste of yur mango in my mouth wow. Can yu say deliocuos and I kno.. Oh did I say I know I could please yu. As if yu were rollin of a pill and the beat consumed yur body. And I damn I .. Would hunt yur soul like a lion hunts a sheep. And is that fair to thee for me, To devour yu in such a sweet subtle way but to gian all of yu as if to own yur soul... is bittersweet waht yu need right now.. Naa as I look deep I see..look in the mirror .. Yu see that's who loves yu uncondtionaly and yu need to love that person back first before love cna even be given or taken because without the love of ones self love can't be completed and the love we could. We should make wouldn't be as s w e e t.

the more

The more i loved yu the more perfect yu became.. To me.. Yu see yur flaws disappeared wen yur heart opened and I could care less what yu had.. Or been thru or yur sex life before me because it didn't matter ..al that mattered was the present and that is I and yu.. ..as time grew I became of aware of the small minuet things..they became enlarge and I loved them more than the idea of what yu were because in my eyes yu became heaven .. And I.. I was lifted.. To clouds of nine.. And damn I mean damn we made wow.. No better yet we made amazing... yur ocean was clean.. Fresh and wen I swam in.. I came up refreshed..I discovered ..

This girl i know

Shes BeauTiful on thE surface But noOnE sees thE internal sCares she has gain oVer the YeaRs from past Relations and lifes adversities..

she holds a smIle and a cOcky smerk, this girl i know, to cover her the PAin and the Lonsome feelings inside ....A heart of gold But surounded by a wAll of Lies, pAin, and Angerwhich keeps her in a state of sulclusion 4rm a new chapter in life..God calls.....she hears ...this girl i know ....God calls ...she hears??... this girl i know...but does she come???she wants to so she reads the word listen to sermins but dares to step foot in church.. i think not so she tries to move along on her ..this girl o know..shes doin it again......a never ending cycle of up and downs...same situtations..why?...why? my friend should u have to go throught this??...i asked...dont u see the never ending fall on ur on ...yhe girl i know replise...yes i knoW but...i say trust!!!...she say who? .. i say not man...She says who? i say not family...She says who?..i Say the one ... the one who loves u more than ur mother , who will have ur back more than ur best friend or that one family member that seems 2 b there 4 u all the time....She says how?..

this girl ikno....i say Ask...just talk 2 him he listens....the girl i kno...is souronded by the fake friends....the girl i now is swamped w/feelings a lot like love that turns out in to b mier "like" pushed by lust ..popularity and the world has her by the hair as she struggles 4 her self thro a battle within..life pushed her views and distorted her thoughts...

so now she is desensatized and her innocents is being removed..i wish i could help...lend a hand to help ..be the the guide to the light house ..but this girl i kno pushes and willinly..i ask myself why?? but once hurt things r no more the same ...this girl ikno...starts to follow the path .. i smile...FREEEZZZEEE,A blast from the past occurs old friends, dirty boyfriends come backk....i frown...this girl i kno is forced to stop....lstening to the past hoping and beliving tha this time it will be different...dirty boyfriend words r filled with false hope as she sucks it end on the other end of the line he smerks ... as he knows he has her ...this girl i know goes back....back into the never ending cycle of stress and sad filled days never toching the thought to pray...instead pushes on bcuz of pride..shes strong...but wheres her humbleness...shes doing it again....this girl ikno.. over looks the outlet

...>god<...

and turns 2 pride instead....so she gives Love .. thinking he will See wat he hAs ... never happens .. juSt more heart Break ... more sorrow....this girl i kno ...enough is enough she breaks free on her on leaving him alone .. i look...but now she has this delima that All guys must be the same ..never seeing the pattern of guyz shes chosen...that the heart break was on her .....if u put the same action in u will get the same reaction al the time ..juss as if u smoked weed u get high ....funny how this girl i kno has something in her face that's real but is so use to the fake she is comfortable w/it its the norm to her ... this girl ikno..man ... step back and look at your past and ur present examine ur life ... think and pray..... think and pray .....