window pane

From a distance in my room Rain drops. Form and. f a l l.. hit my window pane.. dot..dot dot.. drip.. drip.. drip.. the rain hits my window pane.. palm trees .. bring forth rustling sounds..lighting strikes.. i walk to the window press my index finger to glass and proceed to write S H O T U A R I I A N.. place a period at the end with a heart.. look toward my right shoulder and give it a look filled with endearment and press my lips towards my skin.. turn back to the window and stare..eyes glare.. i whisper in the air.. i miss you..contemplating in my mind, can you hear me. Can you configure that distance means nothing..and i haven't forgot or lost any...real is what this is...striving is a given, worrying is obsolete. Time passes by.. let the clock burn.. patiently waiting.... they say dreams do come true. And good things can last forever.. So our dreams will to.. i love you Ms.O'Brien..

Not llike Crazy

babe when we first met i was the threat.. the who yu could never forget

..amazing is what you said..

who thought being me could led down the path to where i wannaa be.

.as we..me and you danced tears fell gently from you eyes..

i kne right then i saw you and you saw me from a different perception , no deception..

we saw c l e a r l y ..

fastforward time...

nothings change just the date..feelings remain..

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the past so so bright as it sets ..

so vivid my memory banks perceive too well.

.is it crazy that one could love yu so openly and deeply as me..

make yu ponder my the road we will take and where we can be when we grow old.

imagine seeds that we sprout and nurious..

with names similar to me and you..

..well except it ..

not like crazy but baby just let it be reality..embrace it.. this is what real loves feel like..

Not like crazy.. but the meaning goes deeper than the words can relate.

her touch manifest

Her touch manifest unknown feelings..

congers my courage from the obis..

she drives me from curiosity to obsession..

gentle words never felt so soft..

tribulations never felt so minut.

Contemplating suicide..

Fuck it ready to go to hell..

Starting to be crushed by the pressure.

... no words.. just rope neatly fastened...no tears, just a chair with me standing..

Kick... push... hang..

my Mistress with out touch she teases me thro technology .. she feeds me thro wires .. electricity.. shes full of, show me thy keyboard and ill show yu thy mouse.. teach me how to type slow and ill teach yu how to research... my Mistress without hands we touch..

intoxic ated confession

intoxicated.. feeling real smooth listening to rick ross- rich off cocaine all i can think about is the future .. where i came from and where im going... never felt i could spend my life with ne one.. till i met yu.. listenin to this song makes me picture our future.. im here for good.. real shit yu got me shontauriian .. theres no turning back thro thic and thin.. im on yop of the world.. i got jobe my queen and journey the world with me..im hope yu always love me cus in the mist f the miami lifestyle .. fun is everywhere girls are present left to right but more and more it shows me how hapy i am to be with yu .. something real in the mist of artifical i have bever cared for sum1 soo deep.. i admire yu to the fullest extent.. i must admit love im yurs.. yu tamed a beast and brought good out of me .. i will always be a friend..a lover.. a companion.. understand.. you are what i want to spend my life with seriously.. my partner in crime my lil hussla.. i hope yu can withstand the world and wait till i retuen to yu .. hopefully .. i want to be like the ppl who have been together sice highschool and etc.. life is aboout new experiences bt the thing is i want to expereince them wit \h yu.. we both been theo the maxx..but lok now yu have a shoilder to rest yur head on.. memebr bjs when yu cried to mee . and said how much yu were ginns miss me and etc..just know that touched my hard heart.. ND KNOW THE WORLD MUGHT BE FUCC UP BUT HEAVEN ISNT HARD TO FIND here in my arms rest peacefully..

redefine

Baby let my love cature theee.. keep yu dry in a storm... is it the way? ...Yu wonder.. it is ..its the way i love you.. nothing in return .. just pay me in smiles. ..i delight in you.. so delight in me.. let me be the reason yu pray the reason yu push forward with yur day, along with youself's determination.. let life problems cease you, i swear me and you .. defintely can impose our mark on the world. Join me... trust me.. i put forth my hand.. take it... embrace my touch as we lay... no fanatsay or mirage.. juss a simple lip press to your forehead...sleep well in these words..as i erase yur past and replace the best you've had while i redefine what passion is..