just a thought- 3:42 am Sep 26

to love what is lost is to love the absence of presence..on the contrary loving what is not seen or understood can be quit the common necesity ...unfamiliar it may seem, but relevant in all plateaus of reason.. i ponder the foundation which it stands but in some cases things are simple and not so complex to proceed with an in depth explanation... so therefore i will leave it as it stands..

Black Bird

Black bird so elegant.. So beautiful.. yu fly so gracefully.. I love yur presence.. beautiful black bird.. although yu carry the weight of the world on yur shoulder yu hold yur head up high.. and cry in the presence of the unkonwn to reach peace is all you search for to be content.. i care for you.. leave seeds outside my window for when ever yu will return as yu journey on yur journey alone know I watch in the distance.. I love yu black bird.. stay strong black bird.. i know none knows yur pain.. to comprehend yur pain would take an eternity.. but I will be here to listen to yur soft poetic harmony cry.. when yu chirp I will come.. and shelter yu from the storm when ever yu need it.. until then.. fly safe black bird.. fly safe..

Seee my problem is..

i gave my word that i will be there for you and never leave you in the cold and since i always keep my word.. when you dont allow me to do so.. it then bothers me..

Never been the type to make empty promises...

dreams, im chasing , i just wanna be successful.. even if no one else believe it . i'ma achieve it or die breeding it

I hope when yu think of me you still can see the light behind the masquerade of deflection .. the good that's hidden behind the wall of terinney i have built.. the hope i have not crushed.. follow me through darkness as i search for a light.. although once i find it i might be a little tarnished.. all you need to do is polish me and i will be like brand new =]

in so many words

in so many words i can say that all the words in the vocabulary i posses wouldnt be able to defined the temptation you bring forth..

sunsets fade quiclky

beautiful hues transcend into the sky as yu fall..

nature and its beauty appreciated for a moment ..

to understand the beauty of you bewilders me...

my understanding fairly little..

did God add flavor by accident or was your beauty supposed to be relished in?

so short .. but calming.....

thank you for a moment of peace..

well bye then, until i watch you fade again tomorrow..