I'm tryna beat life cus I can't cheat death

sanity escapes me, i'm on the edge of no return to the person who once stood before you as i enter this new parallel i walk a path of disconnection and into a door of possibilities, i am elevated and no more will be a making of what was , i will make what is and what will be.

if you dig deep enough you can see the "optimism"( for a lack of a better word ) and love in anyone its just borated by the worries of the world combined by the stress and barriers that come from it .

no matter if they are, ranging from shallow , promiscuous, rich , poor, spiteful, mean, sweet, we all have that common intertwining just some tend to embrace this dwelling at the pit of there soul more than others, and some deny it, but trust it exists, just takes the right moment in life and time to spark it.

killing softly, the meaning to ones soul.. corrupting the demeanor in which she was .. now she has been molded

I know that your are complete and whole But let me enhance you because after all who would make you feel that tingle Who could romance you And who’s eyes would you look so deeply into If you were the only one who would dance with you And I can only speak on experience, But baby I you can touch you like i do Not spiritually Not physically I mean, really touch you I have nothing and time to put into you baby I know that you are complete and whole But let me enhance you Let me teach you to do things lovers do But first let me teach you to accept that fact that I love you Aand know that I am complete and whole But let me make room for you Because when things fall apart yu can fet yur glu from me And when things make no sense I can get a clue from you and when you needed happily ever after Ill give you your “ dreams come true”

admission

heaven only knows, i gave, i tried , only human i can be, mistakes ive made cant change , but know life its progression , all i can do is apologies and move forward accpt me for what i am now not for what i was lifes changes, transition us to what we will be , i wonder wat you all think of me when music cords hit the radio , when you past certain places, dine in bistros.. the good the bad the great the horrible ... memories . pieces of yu all , effect me ..yu all are attached to me .. thank yu for shaering t i m e with me .. hopefully i am engraved in yu all

seem like i'm on slow and the worlds on .. fast, fast , fast forward, thoughts like should i step out the race cross my mind .