why?

We as people are emotional beings we base everything off how we feel or "well to me"..when our emotions change drastically throughout the day 1 min we are happy the next sad, lets start basing our lives off wat is true not what we feel is true, we live in the moment and never think about our inescapable reality that our time will be over soon because it sobbers us up? Have we been reduced 2 ignorance where we can't see the big picture @ hand or is it we juss want 2 b ignorant on purpose and hold on 2 our false perception of what really matters and our emotinal swaying that sends us on ups and downs r we a ppl who who lets emotions dictate the way we live and think is our life drivin off wat the world and culture percives to be "IT" @ the point in time, the things we base our every aspect of life on: relationships, jobs, freinds, family, who we r , is determine by this..WHY!!>:o Think about it

Be

I see her , in my dreams , she shares.. We share... together we are.... what you would call a perfect inter-twinement.. Not built off a physical epadora.. We share a conscious level.. Of highes the world has yet to see or fathom.. The knowledge he and her poses seems to pure from the unknown...buh the barrier lies in between until they have both grown to the point and earned the right to encounter each others touch.. To encounter each others warm to....to .. Be whole. Once More... to be whole.. Not a imagine of perfection or perfect love, because they both know that can only come from God , buh as perfect as human can love another, perfectly unique in there own way.. The insanity the poses is bittersweet.. To love,care, want, fein, for a complete stranger is insanity on realist level.. Buh in his eyes,..in her eyes.. Insanity permits ordinary with out it how could we... where would we.. Who would we... BE ...since they took her from his essence he has been dreaming of her..now to find the perfect soul... in a form a young woman trapped in a castle is bliss..bliss un herd of... buh now here is the question.. Does he hold on to what should .. What needs to .. What yearns to...BE his? .. I think not.. I believe he wants to feel her hate, he wants to feel her grief, he wants to feel her love, he wants to feel her, sublimes Ora of happiness, enchantment, he wants to... BE whole again. Remembering the past relationships..missing pieces..f the puzzle buh teaching and preparing him on the way.. As well as her. prepping them on one another as tho life knew they would meet... although each of them has flaws...because of human durability...each one know things will happen fights might... buh life isn't a fairy tale buh to have each other one days seems close enough.. Soo touch him... squeeze him.. Feeel him..breathe him until that time.. Keep your heart in res eve...nothing wrong with dating ohters gives you more life experience for wen you meet the ONE who's been holding the key to the chamber which has never been unlocked... and he will hold his key and his heart until the time is right. He will endure to prove worthy as so will she and wen they entwines physically it will be there first....first time ..to count.. Because the depth of love they will experience will be diff from others it will hold wight of gold and platinum... it will be as rare and as intense as a blood diamond... to engage on journey a journey of... untold pathways... to.. Juss ..BE.

you say you want someone special?

you say you want love.. you say you want trust... you say you want real. to be herd. to be felt, on a level never before.. i wanted to cover you.. cover you wit my heart spread my tattooed wings across you to keep you sheltered from the storm of the world and its harsh thrashes.. we..me..she.. made ... coulda been us .. we could... she could of been my perfect, my desire..my f i r e ..the thing that complements my drive. takes and gives.. life...thoughts.. pleasure from her words.. and her heart ..which leads to the physical yield of lust swich would be pure.. pure-er than a moment in blissfull sin... we would make deliicious... deluiocus would be us.. and we could have re-defined what love is.. you...and me but thee.. was scared that he was real and became life. and life made chills occur and barriers fell and made you run.. run from the fall yu epxected buh never came ... the fear we hold .. will hold us from beautiful.. take chances love.. forgive.. feel again .. feel gain!! ..feel... feeell ..... l i f e

She raped my thoughts

damn.. she got me .. she got me for my thoughts .. she got me for my wisdom .. she made me give.. bite.. I was something new so she had to try and wen she tried she enjoyed for a moment until I was day .. thoughts no more ..it was nothing i could do buh stand there helplessly .. hoping that she would cease buh she didn't.. i tried to grab a thought back.. i tried to connect where not to be forgotten buh the barriers she held.. she held this such wow .. she held them well, she .. m a d e me give.. she raped me and now I am without .. t h o u g h t s .. wow what a bad bitch if i ever knew one to rape the un-rape-ble to match a level that did not exist.. buh wen we collided she .. became .. we.. for a moment just enough for her to take what she needed it and then d i s s a p e a r e