i delete the lies

I delete the lies you tell me from the pages of my mind the sweet empty words. Killed me softly little did i know the poison it contained.. it crept up through my veins and contaminated my heart ... dead i lay.. in a pool of diguest.. no more. I say no more. No more lies .. the fantasy is erased. the warmth you gave my heart is frostbit'n who could recover the pieces you have tainted. . . I lay-ed bare in-fornt of you just to be made a mockery of... tears run down my faces and fall to my lips and remind me of why i choose to be heartless in the first place. I will delete you from my memory and the things that remind me of you all my cease to exist... the termination must take no haste .. nor will i commit to let you back in i will shed no tear for you never again.. i hope it eats at your flesh. That i could let it and leave it be this way. Its sad that i love you still but i will try with every ounce i have to let it fade. I love you... ughh i do. But now i know why i will fight and run to not love again. Stupid is the one the believes....therefore i was stupid.

i dont

I dont wanna be a waste of greatness , less of the man i have to have potential to be. Who am i if all the knowledge and talent i poses finds no use. I then become more obsolete then scum.. more disgusting than an untouchable.. i beg my self in the mirror .. i say to ones character.. we must be greater than the ones before us and i must learn and study great men until they are great no more to me.. and my struggles will try to cover me buh i must be .. and stand.