thinking to myself..

at one point in time i wanted to give you the world..

but..

i could never give u the world, its gone bad. I care 4 u 2 much....

My Angel

sleep gently.. to consider forever my angel is not hard for me .. with you in the picture as the seasons change and the years past my love will withstand... i love you beyond everlasting... without a doubt you are my sun on a cloudy day.. you are more than a want.. a "need" is what fits you.. my angel so soft spoken.. as you sleep gently i kiss your forehead knowing true love is what i found .. but i will restrain from thee as i take my bow ... i love you were the last words spoken from your lips . to withdrawal from you and the world is most hardened ... hopefully i do not wither away because you are my daily bread... "defiantly questionable" you say ... i become speachless.. my steps seem caculated.. and watch closely..looking for my fualty-ness, doubt is modern a day proverb.. it is the human concept of expecting the worst..but at the same time teasing our dreams by chasing such things that tickle our fancy..but when they arrive.. especially unexpected we become withdrawn..as if we were hoping in vain ..

i pled with you.. my hearts desires are not pure considering i am in sin , but on the contrary , although i am as human as possible my love for you is like nothing that can be comprehended.. my shields fall i lay bare un-purposely.. as i stand before you completely vulnerable my look deepens..my eyes glare.. i have reached a new Plato if you will materialism is in my past i am more concerned with the things of priceless value.. things that cant be held but can be felt , things that can be remembered and passed on.. more of life experiences than vanity.. to experience life with you..


a journey..together... . .journey with me... my angel understand i am restricted by skin therefore have ways unfitting, but my intension's are well meaning...

"A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.." understanding this statement will be a riddle that will plague you..


i LOVE you unconditonally.. my angel .. my heart..



Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.