spiraling down

I build her up she tears me down i thro my love she makes me from shades of gray are the hues in my vision the portait when we started was vibrant now everday it seems to fade.. i place your hand on my heart yu feel the beat only to move at pace contray to it.. the end is coming a downward spiral.. i see it occuring the pain i feel as we tumble... the wieght is heavy im lifting alone.. 50/50 ? More like 80 /20 the 20 percent yu provide confines hidden .. senstivty i may psses for yu movements like no other i crush the dream we built to put end to missery. I will spread my wings and fly to soft sands and clear beach front, and will gently let go of your hand until the taste of me in your mouth is so subtle ... you are becoming the reason that i.. i rember why life is easier a l o ne. Remeber my rarity the teasuure i posses and give cannot be felt ever again.. no comparison. So cherish the gewls i have to you for now i leavee in the distance.. i see a glare in your eye.. dnt shed a tear it would be vanity to do so beacuse it vein..give you time? Well my time is limited... love you? I cant help but, but at the same time teach yu? I have no time for slow learners? ..the wors shared from heart are harsh because of the depth of the cut tooken from your interactions with it.