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The more i loved yu the more perfect yu became.. To me.. Yu see yur flaws disappeared wen yur heart opened and I could care less what yu had.. Or been thru or yur sex life before me because it didn't matter ..al that mattered was the present and that is I and yu.. ..as time grew I became of aware of the small minuet things..they became enlarge and I loved them more than the idea of what yu were because in my eyes yu became heaven .. And I.. I was lifted.. To clouds of nine.. And damn I mean damn we made wow.. No better yet we made amazing... yur ocean was clean.. Fresh and wen I swam in.. I came up refreshed..I discovered ..

This girl i know

Shes BeauTiful on thE surface But noOnE sees thE internal sCares she has gain oVer the YeaRs from past Relations and lifes adversities..

she holds a smIle and a cOcky smerk, this girl i know, to cover her the PAin and the Lonsome feelings inside ....A heart of gold But surounded by a wAll of Lies, pAin, and Angerwhich keeps her in a state of sulclusion 4rm a new chapter in life..God calls.....she hears ...this girl i know ....God calls ...she hears??... this girl i know...but does she come???she wants to so she reads the word listen to sermins but dares to step foot in church.. i think not so she tries to move along on her ..this girl o know..shes doin it again......a never ending cycle of up and downs...same situtations..why?...why? my friend should u have to go throught this??...i asked...dont u see the never ending fall on ur on ...yhe girl i know replise...yes i knoW but...i say trust!!!...she say who? .. i say not man...She says who? i say not family...She says who?..i Say the one ... the one who loves u more than ur mother , who will have ur back more than ur best friend or that one family member that seems 2 b there 4 u all the time....She says how?..

this girl ikno....i say Ask...just talk 2 him he listens....the girl i kno...is souronded by the fake friends....the girl i now is swamped w/feelings a lot like love that turns out in to b mier "like" pushed by lust ..popularity and the world has her by the hair as she struggles 4 her self thro a battle within..life pushed her views and distorted her thoughts...

so now she is desensatized and her innocents is being removed..i wish i could help...lend a hand to help ..be the the guide to the light house ..but this girl i kno pushes and willinly..i ask myself why?? but once hurt things r no more the same ...this girl ikno...starts to follow the path .. i smile...FREEEZZZEEE,A blast from the past occurs old friends, dirty boyfriends come backk....i frown...this girl i kno is forced to stop....lstening to the past hoping and beliving tha this time it will be different...dirty boyfriend words r filled with false hope as she sucks it end on the other end of the line he smerks ... as he knows he has her ...this girl i know goes back....back into the never ending cycle of stress and sad filled days never toching the thought to pray...instead pushes on bcuz of pride..shes strong...but wheres her humbleness...shes doing it again....this girl ikno.. over looks the outlet

...>god<...

and turns 2 pride instead....so she gives Love .. thinking he will See wat he hAs ... never happens .. juSt more heart Break ... more sorrow....this girl i kno ...enough is enough she breaks free on her on leaving him alone .. i look...but now she has this delima that All guys must be the same ..never seeing the pattern of guyz shes chosen...that the heart break was on her .....if u put the same action in u will get the same reaction al the time ..juss as if u smoked weed u get high ....funny how this girl i kno has something in her face that's real but is so use to the fake she is comfortable w/it its the norm to her ... this girl ikno..man ... step back and look at your past and ur present examine ur life ... think and pray..... think and pray .....