Life isn't what it seems to be. What are we here for? Why do pursue false hopes and dreams? Life is balance but what is too much and what is to little? We fein for things unseen, we hope for things we believe will fix the voids. We stay at crossroads tasting diff things we believe can fit the criteria of what we want. Diff elements and things we believe we need.. and the choices we take bring us closer to a specific road.. which we start to walk down..But as humans are insecurities and habits conduct us in a way which makes us flutter around.. learn the hard way take harder roads.. make decisions hard to make because we fluctuate..where to go? What to be? What friends fit us? Because us and individuals as true unique ppl can fit and adjust and hang in ne surrounding and still function . Buh we really dnt belong to ne group or faction of ppl. Or type of personality.. one day we will have to choose the life And the lifestyle we r gonna live and not turn back.. because if we decide to stay stuck in the middle we will end up never using out abilities The truth is we want greatness and everything that comes with it but are we willing to let it in and sacrifice what us needed to achieve...sometimes that means giving up our soul.. our morality our essence to gain riches and become what we despise and loose what we are.The thoughts I share seem to have a connection . To what is the crisis or midpoint of my struggle. And I chose to let yu seep in to release the thing that stabs my soul.. deception is prevalent .. love is absent.. life is a confusion.. cross roads are everywhere.. decisions there are many.. peace of mind is obtainable..