teasure is found

As I walk the asfualt, my mental structure draws dipictions fimilar to ones simental. I catch breif encounters of pass ones as I charter along the depths of the mental prism.. lips brush ..skin braces,pelvises touch,subtle words are spoken... simple.. but distinctive..mental apathy.. feelings are felt throught the souls deepest seducted areas... treasure is found. In awww, wow.

shes afriad, dont be

Shes afriad .. dont be.. shes afraid... dont be ... why cnt she comprehend the meaning of my embrace..dont be afraid .. come to me... dont i keep yu smiling.. i want to be the one that makes yu happiest and has the potentail to hurt yu the most.. she has her heart hidden in a droor she shows it to me every now and then but when i reach..she reacts in a proctetive way... i say babe yur afriad... dont be.. the idea of letting me love you fully... dont be.. let me ... hold you, cover you ,promise i make i keep.. she loves me half-heartedly.. sickning to my stomach that she has the power to love with a half heart leaving room for some1 to grab a piece.. babe i stay dont deny im here .. to be.. i sat up in the dark wth as yu cried.. i held yur tears with my fingertips.. amazing we could be.. falling fiercely... baby .. baby baby.. im fadeing away... to a place... feel my warmth turn cold.. if im not wanted then i will grant thee lonley... even tho i would rather hold thee touch thee. Know thee loved me as i loved shee..i sit and think is there a hidden agenda she hides .. the world is so cruel let me be yur armor and you my peace..as i write to thee .. i hope where shee is she can feel .. feel me .. close your eyes... now ask your self... if there is any place in the world you could be right now ..where would it be?.. if close to me or sumwhere in foregin domain by the side of thee is not the theme. Then i guess im on the wrong pages of yur boook . And mayb im forcing my co-starship in a script thats ment only for one.

the run beginns =[

I must find shelter Naked no more will i lay in the streets, the pain intesnafices.. the heart ace... i leave my heart behind and runn my soul deleted.. silence begins.. hurt. Felt in a surreal way... why did i? why did i have to meet thee onnly yo be striped of the heart in excnage for rubish.. did i not give yu me.. give yu all that yu asked. Am i not worthy.. =[ maybe not i was used for my services now i am depleted.. hope yu enjoyed the nature i provided the way i went beyond and above.. goodbye MY love.. since i was not thee time spent ..time wasted ...never to return..why did thee awake me and my heart from slumber..to force me back into hibernation with out another piece of my heaart.. more and more as i grow i become cold as the bliss is replaced with black coals... how much more... use me .. to i am depleted...am i misunderstood... deciving you are becoming the resaon i will give up on finding th elove that i need ...guess i was worthy.. my love wasnt enuff. To unlock the key intowitch i could live and kkeep thee warm...and secure i belive all my words have feel to the ground..and so have i falling on cement..is there nething she could to patch me up? . the run beginns.=[...