my smoke and mirrors

trying to let go.. like with a withdrawal she's stuck in my memory bank... shake away..to be free..cage in insanity of forgotten hopes..hoping one day to be like images happiness is made of... the voice in my head screams find peace of mind.. sometimes i battle within myself.. please help me.. forget my past..it chases me.. life.. takes all my energy.. i yearn to understand the meaning of your embrace.. please don't let me disgrace...will my devotion last?.. that old me is left behind..they say its impossible..... but i know its possible.. to really know the meaning of.. a lasting relationship.. not built own ownership... i trust every part of... face on floor .. knee to a degree.. i .. found the reason y we can be so insecure....the reason we feed of immature.. deception in the air .. a palace of smoke and mirrors.. I'm sorry .. understand the meaning of the embrace i gave Cherish it.. to each is on.. and on to each.. inspiration faded.. now gained.. to a h i g h e r me. Unleashed...I'm sorry love felt. And given. G o o d life g o o d bye My smoke and mirrors.

no hesitation needed

Wen hatred feels my heart I think of you and peace resides you keep me sane in a god forsaken world we have turned from Peace and love to. Lust and hate I debate could something this real ever become fake to me I hope not.. I wish i could hold this feeling of faint for you forever.. the times you cry I wipe every tear mentally I crest and kiss every wound physically .. your are the picture of my perfection.. no hesitation needed..

crossroads

The things you keep inside holds no boundaries.. it seeps out through your work sometimes.. as though willing to tell willing to let go of..but your mind frame fights your heart although they agree more than they use to the battles you fight inside are unparalleled..lonely is what you fear. But until you don't fear lonely. You will never be.. see life is funny it throws people in your pathway.. and its up to you what you make of it ..so here I stand...our roads have intertwine For what reason escapes me .. now what are we to do?