Friday, February 6, 2009

say the word

Say the word.. I say .. Please say the word..juss say the word. And I .. Will be. I will bath her in my touch .. I will Ceres her with my wings and wen she has had her fill I will fly her to new heights mentally and physically.. . S t o p.. I wait until she fixes her lips to release me from my cage only her can make or break the situation .. She's my Friend and I love her and I will always be there for wah e v e r she needs .. Juss say the w o r d..so I can become we and my love can be let free from its cage buh yu see its bittersweet because she knows this and she is the o n e keeping the cage around him as to seee and to believe as to doubt the outcomes and realities that might occur if he is set freee.. I can smell her fear that he could ..we could r e a l l y be. Buh see this time she won't loose me. She won't loose me because I will engrave my name on her heart ethier way so until the end of time the song of her heart will play..speaking subtle words and cries that only the language of her should can grasp..that deep empty whole that yu try to fix.and feel wit pleasure and wants.yeah that's for me. And me is I and I is we and we is all... I say my world I will keep her world I will seek and explore. And keep watch... her world I visit as a guest till that undefined moment rests...and we rest ..she will rest in my arms and tell me everything that has ever escaped her or hurt her or made her and I will pay close attention because to me she matters she is real and I will be wah she needs me to be.. A Friend. a lover . A buddy a pal a big brother(figuratively) lol. .

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Im free fallin dnt stop me. Let me be.. Let me be!! Can yu feel thee naa because im so far gone j a m e e l is deceased . I am not what yu thought I would be. The evil o poses is my stress. The good I do is my agony.. Who I be. Doesn't matter human ..maybe a lil more than yur average .. Buh came from the same place yu came juss loss my wings. So I took them by force and got then tatted on my back the pain I feel goes deep see my wings are my sanity .. If only they could fly me sumwhere to a place where greens are blue and reds are green and l I f e is the things ii want it to be buh for now I am in a b o x.. A box that I am trapped. Trapped I am .. Trapped I am ... and this box is my m I n d .. To be continued. As to reach the sun..