my smoke and mirrors

trying to let go.. like with a withdrawal she's stuck in my memory bank... shake away..to be free..cage in insanity of forgotten hopes..hoping one day to be like images happiness is made of... the voice in my head screams find peace of mind.. sometimes i battle within myself.. please help me.. forget my past..it chases me.. life.. takes all my energy.. i yearn to understand the meaning of your embrace.. please don't let me disgrace...will my devotion last?.. that old me is left behind..they say its impossible..... but i know its possible.. to really know the meaning of.. a lasting relationship.. not built own ownership... i trust every part of... face on floor .. knee to a degree.. i .. found the reason y we can be so insecure....the reason we feed of immature.. deception in the air .. a palace of smoke and mirrors.. I'm sorry .. understand the meaning of the embrace i gave Cherish it.. to each is on.. and on to each.. inspiration faded.. now gained.. to a h i g h e r me. Unleashed...I'm sorry love felt. And given. G o o d life g o o d bye My smoke and mirrors.