the theorems you deliver

The theorems you deliver brings me discomfort..be gentle, think about the delivery of your words, the subtle things pry open and pick at my sensitivity.. therefore i become as a Shadow in the distance.. leaving my shell and drawing further away, as instead to worn you , i choose to confine in my mind, therefore to spare the arguments and loss of happiness covered sorrow, never have i been offended so easily little minut things plague and scratch at my temper, is it because i wonder how do .. thoughts freeze expression lost only one thought proceeds my thought i love you. i loose train of perception and zone to my mind.. thoughts arrive of you i am amazing she says i smile, i grasp her.. h o l d this feeling because at this moment i felt something different something profound. Phone rings i snap back to reality summer days .. hot asfulat... and blue skies.. i wish the key to her treasure was in my possesion, i take a beattin because she needs me but runs from me at the same..hard to comprhend..she says teach her.. love her... watch her grow so i water her for now until my seasonal occupation is depleted and i am absolute ...and moves on to the nextt.. that day i dred..eventhough i am tuff and can live alonee.i rather stop the search and cease it with her. Time is limited..just wanting to have a partner i can confide in and share my thoughts to a friend a companion .. could she be that for me? Could she let have the keys.. could i give her share w/ the lyrics of my soul.. song comes to mind micheal jackson-tittle unknown but lyrics consit of " lady of my life"